
Life & Living
(intro convo)


Said it before, and I says it again, THIS IS ALL MY TAKE ON THIS. THIS IS ALL MY OPINION. I'm looking for answers just like you. In that journey, I'm just sharing what I got so far, that I think or feel might be helpful. If it's negative or bad, I'm not sharing that UNLESS I'M SHARING SOME SOLUTION or way to resolve it. I'm going to dig into the dark, "bad", negative (all 3 different things) things, and find out more about them first before sharing to make sure the answers, solutions, or whatever information is at least balanced, because all sorts of individuals will be ending up here and finding this information. I've been thinking of this for a long time and sharing it in different ways, on the UNITED SLAVES OF AMERICA page I started on Facebook a long time ago, in music projects, through t-shirt designs and other artwork-- in every way I've been blessed to have talent in, I've been sounding the trumpet and waving the red flag. I'm a fire-- it's just in me. It's just how I'm wired. Living hasn't calmed it down any. A thing i value greatly, along with freedom, is solitude... silence and privacy are HUGE. In the music I'm looking for silence-- making music that shuts everything up. I know it's almost impossible, because everything has a vibration, but it doesn't have to be so loud, demanding, chaotic, or manipulative. I want everyone to have their own sovereignty and solitude.
So, here we are. Alive, in life filled with life, this dream in a dream, the game of all games, to whatever degree, and doing whatever degree of living that life, and playing of that game however freely we understand to the point of knowing how to do. Sadly, this is a thing that's easy to lose sight of, and the experience gets clouded in things like purpose, and importance, wants, escapes, beliefs, deception, division, and loads of other things. THIS LIFE AND LIVING DISCUSSION is just some talk about all of that (broken down into subtopics which are listed in the READ ONLINE page/tab), and sharing any keys I've found to try to make it more free, abundant, and easier. It's just an opinion offered on Life and Living, to help whomever it may help, however it may help, who may have wanted or needed to come across this information and/or perspective. Obviously there's something in it for you or else you would not be here. Take what is for you, if and when it is for you, and leave the rest. If the rest is for you later, I'm doing my best to make sure it's all still here. This seems to be the only thing that's working as far as work, right now. Getting it to pay for itself is... whatever. I'm pretty transparent, and the whole story of how all of this came to be is here on the site. Funding helps. There's a store which also has some books, a paypal, a bit of music, and even a patreon page even though I'm working on getting everything over to this main site.
I'M NOT THE ONLY PERSON WHO'S COME TO THESE CONCLUSIONS. Everything plays out in 3 ways (one level focused on at a moment) in 3 spheres or worlds (one focused on per moment) and THE MIND is the key to all of it because the MIND is what holds it all together and is the gatekeeper. There are plenty of people now coming out and talking about this stuff. All of them have their motives. Some are giving you 1% of the honesty so they can get whatever % of your time, mind, and resources, to leave you here buried in it while they escape. Some are giving 80-90 something % of their everything because their passion for this is just that great, their understanding is that in-depth, their will and want for freedom for everyone, and actual true honest equality is the biggest fire, and only thing worth doing. It's a war. There are many sides. Division is one of the key things in this "reality." C'est la vie, la guerre, et le jeu. Most times I do not like this planet because of HOW SLOW it's MADE to be, as far as people's understandings AND KNOWINGS of truth and honesty about divinity, our history as a species, our power and abilities, and what's really going on-- but now, there are all sorts of people saying things, having discussions, making plans. This is all about UNDERSTANDING, TO THE POINT OF KNOWING, to help people know, have, and be their self, and to get people to their divinity freely.


Being a human being, like most of you, life and living it may lead to many questions and answers-- all of them in their moments which pass. C'est la vie. We'll get into it here, and all through that READ ONLINE page which has EVERYTHING you can read, categorized and listed on one page, for the whole Samurai Ruach project. JUST TO MAKE It EASY, there is a VIDEO PLAYLIST that is referred to a lot, and i add videos that are related to the topics I'm discussing with you. I'll add that here at the bottom of this (and other) page(s). There are also some pictures, things I made myself to explain some points, which get used in different conversations that I'll add at the end o this page. If you can make sense of them just by looking, then great. If not, you'll see them explained in the conversations about them. ALSO, MAYBE MOST IMPORTANTLY, THERE'S A COMMENT SECTION at the end of each page/section, for YOU to share too, because everyone who comes here, even me-- we all need as much honest and real information so we can all get to the honest truth, and have our honest true freedom.
There are some points that you may be looking for which have come to be age old, or coming of age, popular quotes, ideas and ideals, questions, or phrases/terms used in the Samurai Ruach writings, and other places and ways worldwide. Things about Relationships, Spirituality, BEING, God, and other things (Why bad things happen to good people, what am I here for, purpose of life, what is love and why...)... we'll get into that, but all things you already know. Mainly, people are seeking their divine reflection. Those phrases and terms used a lot here, that have come to be staples in The Way of The Samurai Ruach philosophy and series... things like "C'est la vie, la guerre, et le jeu." or maybe "Walk your walk." If you are looking for those and/or their meanings, they're with the rest of the writings under the "READ ONLINE" tab (up top, or at the bottom of every page), in a section called "QUOTES" which you can get to by clicking this long run-on sentence.
The conversations here will deal with other particular things in life and living, things that maybe no one has said but a lot of people may have been thinking, when they take the time, mind, and resources to think for and be themselves. Just know, some of this may be delivered in ways that may be upsetting or hard to grasp for some, but I'll try to make it as plain as possible. That may require some things to be blunt and brutally honest. Remember, it's just an opinion. A lot of people may hint at these things, but here it is. If it's for you, ok. If not, ok. It's not my job, responsibility, and i have no influence over what you make of, or your reaction to what I say here. That's up to you. Saying it is up to me. I'm upholding my end of the deal. YOU be honest, and walk your walk. Because it's broken up into different "small discussions" there's a separate comment section for each discussion so the comments can be more focused and specific, and the stream of energy for that conversation stays in tact, and there are little to no distractions.
Just so you know, at the time of writing this stuff I'm also caregiving for my aunt, doing housework with a pet and a half, and the scheduled and random visitors for my aunt (104 yrs old, dementia, bedridden) such as nurses, aides, church members, neighbors, etc. Saying that to say, when a download of information comes and I want to go write... on The Horse... while doing the dishes... I'll try to keep the thought, which is running wild and exploding into a book all on it's own... but then 2 people come in and by the time you get done with the daily (to every 3 days tops) laundry, meals and cleanups (aunt), and dealing with everything else, the sun is going down and then you have more dishes to do which reminds you of the thing you were supposed to be writing. Days go like that. So if things repeat it's from writing a one day thing over the course of three or four days (or weeks) in scattered bits, which leads to other things to write, and I'll start that knowing about the chaos, making sure I at least get a piece of the thought to trigger my memory when I can get back to it.




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Life & Living
(Random Topics)


We'll go random with these, because these should be shorter conversations. They may end up becoming longer conversations, as things tend to do when writing. The individually titled ones get more focused. On the one hand, it's easier to deal with in a shorter conversation, but on the other hand, the more there is, the more you get when it comes to longer conversations. If you think like me, then you'll get the short conversations quicker. If you don't it may take the longer drawn out conversations where things are explained in more detail. So, let's get to it...
For all of the individuals who are thinking they are incomplete, broken, on the wrong path... things like that-- That's not honest. It is true by way of your thinking it into reality, and backing that up with your word(s). Stop doing that. Pick different words. Start with "I AM." Period. Work with that first. Then add a word that serves you in the best way only.
Truth is whatever you are thinking, but because it's true doesn't make it honest. The sky is blue. That is true, but it's not honest. Honestly, the sky has no color, and the blue color you see is the light of the sun casting a glare and haze on the dark of night that you see BEYOND THE SKY (you see THROUGH) the sky, when the sun is shining, and it is clear letting you see the black and stars when "the sun goes down"-- which is also true but not honest, because the sun doesn't rise or set, it just sits there, while the EARTH moves. Facts are opinions (like truth) that "everyone" accepts so they can move on.
SUPER NATURAL is not that... not to me. If you die and return to that, and Super Natural abilities are abilities that you have to UN-LEARN (which you can't, you can only numb or grow more and more accepting the ignorance of them


Life & Living
(Time, Mind, Resources, and vacations)


In a conversation or two here or there, it may have been mentioned that there are 3 elements that are highly influential when it comes to BEING BE-ing. These things are even more prevalent in CONSCIOUS Being BE-ing. Those three things are TIME, MIND, and RESOURCES. The image above is from a meme done for another project, The Zephaniah Chesterfield Project, which is where the Samurai Ruach universe actually came from. That project is about a band with two clowns, a bear, and a daylight (vampire/angel) who are traveling through all realities in search for the purest tone (vibration) and way of being. While on their journey they play random gigs and dive bars throughout the multiverse, and chronicle it. Needless to say it gets honest... some say "deep" but honestly, there are a lot of shallow things that people have gotten used to, while normal regular things have gotten mislabeled-- for a reason. Still, its a fun project with some great music too.
Anyways, The ZCP is a great and fun project, one that I return to and work on when I have the time, mind, and resources. The meme above was done for that project, and shows those three things (Time, Mind, Resources) and their counterparts in "The Rule of Fast, Cheap, and Good." If you've never heard it before, it goes as follows: When getting things done there are 3 things that you can choose from in getting them done (how you want them done) which will effect their end result. You can pick two, and those two will cost you the last one. If you want something FAST and GOOD then it will not be CHEAP. If you want something CHEAP and FAST it will not be GOOD....
TIME, MIND, and RESOURCES function in the same way. When it comes to focus or gaining these things you can have two, and it will cost you the third. If you have one and look to gain the other two, you will end up losing one, or sacrificing it to gain the other two. It's a delicate balance. If you have your mind, and are seeking to gain time and resources, it will cost your mind to get them. If you "have nothing" then you can gain resources, and even mind (mental stability and understanding to the point of KNOWING self) but it will cost you time. Pretty quick conversation-- just something to keep in mind. Some get frustrated when trying to 'have more time", and find that they're losing their mind, or losing their resources (friend, money, etc.) trying to gain it. That's why. Pick which one you can afford to lose, or be happy with what you have.
KNOWING YOUR BOUNDARIES is also something to keep in mind. You have no limits. Are you willing to do what it takes to be limitless, and live that honesty? Ironically, to gain all three it may require giving up all three. Or, you just have to know how to manage them. Being honest about ownership of them is also a thing. If you own none of them you can have them all. That doesn't make sense to a lot of people because they think they own everything they have. You have air in your lungs-- do you own it? There are thoughts in your head. Are they all really honestly yours? A thing to help you there is THE WAY OF OPEN HAND. Other than that, just me being honest, you have no limitations. You have boundaries by way of your thinking. You are not limited, because you can push beyond that. If you were limited, it would never even be an option or possibility. No limits, only boundaries. Knowing WHY your boundaries re there will help you to further unlock your usage of your divinity, which is, to me, the pure being of your pure honest full complete self in and with all of your time, mind, and resources. And a key to that is ignore time. If you are an infinite being, that leaves your mind open to uncover and focus on more abundance. However, what happens to your moments? Your memories? The places where you see your self? You can purely be, but that is a mindless way of being, meaning, you rarely have to think. Everything just flows. It's the whole "made in the image of God" which is a way of having your own will to influence BEING that is the challenge. You can only impose your will on BEING and manipulate (or use, direct, guide, or however you want to say it) BEING in moments... time. Interesting, no? What do you do? That pales in comparison to why will you do it?
JUST FOR FUN... There's an old riddle with a man who has a Goat, a Cheetah, and a Yam. He comes to a river and has to cross, getting himself and all three items to the other side. How does he do it? He does have a boat, but the boat can only fit himself, and two items. To try to cross without it, possibly all three will be swept away. If he leaves the cheetah alone, it will start to wander and run away. If he leaves the cheetah with the goat, the cheetah will eat the goat. If he leaves the goat with the yam, the goat will eat the yam. Cheetah - Time (Fast), Goat - Mind (Good), Yam - Resources (Cheap)... how do you cross over into Pure BEING, or freedom? And why? And what's the river about?
VACATIONS? How does this apply? People use their TIME, MIND, and RESOURCES to escape... their life. Not to live their life, but to escape their current lives, into some dreamed one. Don't get me wrong, everyone is using their time, mind, and resources for their life, and living it, but most don't like it (their life, or living it) and they'd rather be spending their time, mind, and resources for something different. Like a vacation. No one should need a vacation. No one should WANT a vacation. A Vacation shouldn't be a getaway. If you want to take a trip, you should just be free to take a trip. If you wanted to experience life and living it, you should be free to do that. Which has betrayed you? YOUR TIME, MIND, or RESOURCES? These things flow in abundance. You're tricked into thinking you have to MAKE them. YOU DO NOT. They're all around you. You cannot escape them. In this life and the next. What you would be wise in doing is to TAKE THEM. In doing so, BE HONEST, ALL WAYS ALWAYS. s far as TIME, MIND, and RESOURCES? C'est la vie (that's life - time/Spiritual/Soul/Pure BEING), la guerre (the war/struggle/battle/fight - mind/Logical bridge to physical and emotional bridge to spiritual/the operation of The Veil and Spirituality for will and divinity/The BUSINESS), et le jeu (and the game/the play - resources/matter/physical/body/The GAME). Your living should be so honest and pure that you never want it to stop, and don't notice when it does. In fact, it would never end if that was the case. All there would be is vacation atmosphere. What would be the escape in that? And why? I only ask because, like many who's residence is heaven, and/or the kingdom... you're here...
WHY ARE TIME, MIND, and RESOURCES SO IMPORTANT? I'll put it in YELLOW, but the whole thing is the whole story. Mark 12:28-34 (King James Version)...
28 - And one of the scribes came, and having heard them reasoning together, and perceiving that he had answered them well, asked him, Which is the first commandment of all? 29 - And Jesus answered him, The first of all the commandments is, Hear, O Israel; The Lord our God is one Lord: 30 - And thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind, and with all thy strength: this is the first commandment. 31 - And the second is like, namely this, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself. There is none other commandment greater than these. 32 - And the scribe said unto him, Well, Master, thou hast said the truth: for there is one God; and there is none other but he: 33 - And to love him with all the heart, and with all the understanding, and with all the soul, and with all the strength, and to love his neighbour as himself, is more than all whole burnt offerings and sacrifices. 34 - And when Jesus saw that he answered discreetly, he said unto him, Thou art not far from the kingdom of God. And no man after that durst ask him any question.
What does that have to do with your Time, Mind, and Resources? Your time and mind are your heart, soul, mind, and strength. Your neighbors are your resources. Your god is your biggest resource. Religious folk: How come he said God with a "little g" (god)? Because not everyone has the same god as you. Be respectful. You can't help but to judge, because we're all conscious beings, and judgment is why we're here... but no one needs that condemnation or glorification screwing up reality. Folks without sin love casting stones. Meanwhile, whatever you're using your time, mind, and resources for is god to you. Even though you have a God, or say you believe in, and say you worship, and said you follow a God, whatever gets the majority of your time, mind, and resources... that's really your god. Whatever causes you stress... whatever you get the angriest at... whatever you run to to escape... the reason you make plans on the weekends.... I'll shut up. You'll only use all three for whatever serves you and offers you the experience of your divinity in your current moment. Yeah, you might use one or two for this and that to get by, or to help get you out of the hole, or to balance out or gain control. It's not like you wake up when it tells you to, or eat and sleep according to it's schedule. It's not like you depend on that for your power and self-worth. It only gets one or two, not all three. That thing you view as the most important gets all three. That's what you want the most, think about the most, love the most. how many people are feeding their time, mind, and resources to some giant evil monster that will just suck the life, living, and soul out of them, crap that out when done, and then do the same to their kids or family? Glad that's not us.
Life & Living
(Love)
LOVE, because SOMEONE came here looking for this... here ya go. And keep in mind, this is my own definition and way of seeing it. Tell you what, let's give you the dictionary's definition first, and I'll go after that.
Love - (noun) - pronounced: ˈləv
1 : (a) : (1): strong affection for another arising out of kinship or personal ties. (maternal love for a child). (2): attraction based on sexual desire : affection and tenderness felt by lovers. (After all these years, they are still very much in love.). (3): affection based on admiration, benevolence, or common interests. (love for his old schoolmates). (b): an assurance of affection. (give her my love).
2 : warm attachment, enthusiasm, or devotion. (love of the sea).
3 : (a): the object of attachment, devotion, or admiration. (baseball was his first love). (b) : (1) : a beloved person : darling —often used as a term of endearment. (2) British —used as an informal term of address.
4 : (a) : unselfish loyal and benevolent (see benevolent sense 1a) concern for the good of another: such as (1) : the fatherly concern of God for humankind. (2) : brotherly concern for others. (b) : a person's adoration of God
5 : a god (such as Cupid or Eros) or personification of love
6 : an amorous episode : love affair
7 : the sexual embrace : copulation
8 : a score of zero (as in tennis)
9 capitalized Christian Science : god
Love - (verb) - Loved; Loving (transitive verb)
1 : to hold dear : cherish
2 : (a) : to feel a lover's passion, devotion, or tenderness for. (b) : (1) : caress. (2) : to fondle amorously. (3) : to copulate with
3 : to like or desire actively : take pleasure in. (loved to play the violin).
4 : to thrive in (the rose loves sunlight).
That's a lot of definitions... all from just one dictionary. I didn't even use a BLACK'S LAW DICTIONARY to see what it says about everything. Meh. Ok, here's my take on it.
Love - (verb)
1 : the act or action of openly, individually, personally, honestly and truthfully, fully and completely (all levels and ways of one's being: body, mind, soul, spirit) accepting that which you understand, even to the point of knowing, as it’s self, by that which you understand is your self, even to the point of know your self as that, as you both are, nothing more, nothing less.
Love - (noun)
1 : the open, individual, personal, honest and true, full and complete (all levels and ways of one's being: body, mind, soul, spirit) acceptance of that which you understand, even to the point of knowing, as it’s self, by that which you understand is your self, even to the point of know your self as that, as you both are, nothing more, nothing less.
Love is not “like”. Know the word. Love is love. Like is like. You don’t have to, and won’t always like what or who you love-- nor will it you. You may not agree with what or who you love, but you accept that “it is what it is, nothing more, nothing less.” There is no judgement of it other than an honest and true, personal recognition and acceptance of there it is. In the purest sense, the view may become “There I am” but you have to get to that way of thinking, understanding, and knowing by taking your time and mind (and resources)-- not making them. They're already there in abundance. TAKE THEM and APPLY YOUR SELF TO BEING... IN THE DIVINITY... OF YOUR TIME, MIND, AND RESOURCES (ENERGY/SPIRIT) NOW. But other than that, you could also say it's complete, honest, and full acceptance of that which you understanding to the point of knowing a (a way of) BEING. It may not be the FULL COMPLETE way of being, but the divinity in and of the moment is understood, and accepted, honestly, completely, body, mind, soul, and spirit. It is one way of being completely honestly accepting another. Even if you see it, and accept it, "Yup, that's a bird." and you move on and never see or speak of it again, it's that acceptance, and seeing it for what it is, non judgmentally in a glorifying or condemning way that resonates with being. Now, yes, true, and even honest in some ways and individual points, it also resonates when one DOES pass judgment in a way of condemning or glorifying a thing... and making it out to be something more or less than what it is. This allows unclean spirits and ways of being to be. ALL THINGS EXIST. Even things you do not like, or want to take part in knowingly or otherwise. C'est la vie, la guerre, et le jeu. What is that to you? BE HONEST. ALL WAYS, ALWAYS. And WALK YOUR WALK.
I'll add this here, too, as a reference.
Mark 12:28-34 (King James Version)...
28 - And one of the scribes came, and having heard them reasoning together, and perceiving that he had answered them well, asked him, Which is the first commandment of all? 29 - And Jesus answered him, The first of all the commandments is, Hear, O Israel; The Lord our God is one Lord: 30 - And thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind, and with all thy strength: this is the first commandment. 31 - And the second is like, namely this, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself. There is none other commandment greater than these. 32 - And the scribe said unto him, Well, Master, thou hast said the truth: for there is one God; and there is none other but he: 33 - And to love him with all the heart, and with all the understanding, and with all the soul, and with all the strength, and to love his neighbour as himself, is more than all whole burnt offerings and sacrifices. 34 - And when Jesus saw that he answered discreetly, he said unto him, Thou art not far from the kingdom of God. And no man after that durst ask him any question.
But Agape, and Philia, and blah blah blah wah wah wah wah... So, people who "study" this stuff get into different types which are usually based on the GREEK 4 TYPES: EROS - Passionate, romantic, or sexual love. Where "erotic" comes from. PHILIA - Deep, affectionate love for friends, a form of platonic love. Like Philadelphia (City of Brotherly Love). AGAPE - Selfless, unconditional, or divine love, given without expectation of return. That one is usually called The Love of God, or Godly Love. And STORGE - Natural affection and the love shared between family members... Those are usually the a base, and then others get added on. Others? I've heard it expanded to 8 (from the 4): MANIA - Obsessive or possessive love that can border on madness, often a mix of Eros and Ludus. LUDUS - Playful, flirtatious love, often seen in the early stages of a relationship. PRAGMA - Practical, long-lasting love that is committed and enduring. PHILAUTIA - is self-love. All of those 8, to me, fall under the definition I have. There are different levels of emotion and want attached to those, so they're altered versions, while the definition I have for myself is like a cleaner, streamlined thing. But everything exists, and everything is something to do, even exploring how many other different individual specific uniquely fine tuned one of a kind types of love can be expressed, and in what combinations and moments. C'est la vie, la guerre, et le jeu.
Still, when it comes to love, just love, purely, honestly, and openly. You might not want it, or believe in it, you might not be thinking it is what it is, or even see all of it, but what you see, SEE, understand, and accept. And yes, you can just accept something and have nothing to do with it, meaning you can accept something and have no connection to it. There is an awareness of it, even if you are not conscious of it, and that awareness of it's BEING, that recognition is enough for the energy between the two of you. When you go hiking on a trail, you do not get emotional about every piece of gravel you step on as you walk a mile, but you are aware of it, and you accept it. You do not condemn it, or glorify it-- you just accept it as gravel-- it is what it is, nothing more, nothing less, and it's a part of your walk, serving it's purpose, and you're serving yours. There's a balance between you that doesn't need to be spoken. You are not necessarily closed off, but you're not immersing your self in it. You have your being. it has it's being. All's good. Remember, love openly. Accept it openly, fully, individually. To be closed off in a way would cheat you and it out of an experience that may prove to be one of the most monumental steps in your being.. or it's being-- you oblivious to your impact on it, and it oblivious to it's impact on you. Still the impact is there. Your self sees that thing’s self, and your self accepts it because your honest pure true self accepts it. You see and know your self in it which helps to accept it. Again, you don’t have to like it, but by experiencing it from it’s perspective as your self you can accept it and figure out what to do from there. This allows the next part…
TO LOVE SOMEONE people always think is a physical act having something to do with sexual or some type of romantic gestures... things related to procreation in some way or another. It can be that, but don't limit it to that. If so, childhood family gatherings would be extremely traumatic. Others equate it to THINGS, either done or purchased or given, such as gifts. Those are nice, and those can be a part of expressing it, but that's not it. Loving someone has little to do with holding hands, hugging or kissing them, or even telling them "I love you." It does have something to do with it, but again, a little, as I said. Those things CAN BE a part of it, but that's not the defining thing. If it is, then someone there is easy to manipulate, for whatever reason, and the other has their reason for manipulating. SEE what it is you love. SEE it until you understand it. Understand it until you know it. Walk in it's shoes. Breathe it's air. Take it's lumps and laugh it's laugh, for it's reasons. See your self from it's shoes. Accept all of that, physically, emotionally, logically, spiritually, and throughout your soul until you are one, and then allow your selves to be your selves.
IN THE NAME OF... LOVE, is a thing we can talk about as well, but understand in talking about this, what we are talking about is "in the spirit of" or "in the energy of" or even "in the way of" and then the name of the spirit. In this case, the spirit is love, so it is In the Spirit Of Love. I only bring this up because people speak a lot about the name of Jesus (while ignoring completely the name Yeshua) and then tack on Christ as if it was his last name. "Of course it wasn't. Of Nazareth is his last name." Power in the name, huh? Who even knows "Jesus'" full name? Still, when you speak of doing things in the name of something, you are speaking of doing it in the energy or way of something. It is a way of BEING from that perspective.
Given that, there's the whole 3 SPIRITUAL RELATIONSHIPS which may help you. To save you some time (until you go and read that) there is YOU (a BEING) who is (1) WITH a Spirit, (2) HAVING a Spirit, or (3) IN a Spirit. So when doing things IN the spirit (or name) of Love, you first have to HAVE Love, Be WITH Love, and/or Be IN Love to even move by having, being with, or being in that frequency. IT (LOVE) also has to reflect. IT HAS TO BE WITH YOU, HAVE YOU, and BE IN YOU.BEING is the most honest way of KNOWING. When you are BEING WITH someone you get to know them. If you are BEING IN (someone's shoes or situation, or mindset, or even spirits) then you get to know them. If you are HAVING a person, in whatever way, as a guest, as a relative, as an example, as a roll model, as an enemy or adversary, as an opponent, as competetion... whichever way you re HAVING THEM, you get to know them. You also get to know your self. There are those who only do things one sided. They speak of doing things in a name, but only HAVE that name in their mouth, or as a tool of their own objectives and condemnations or glorifications. You may be making an unclean spirit, which then people will be introduced to, uncleanly, by way of you, even if done unintentionally. It was never With you. It was never IN you. It never HAD you. You just wanted it to get what you wanted from it. That's where you get into (Matthew 7:21-23 - English Standard Version) "21 “Not everyone who says to me, ‘Lord, Lord,’ will enter the kingdom of heaven, but the one who does the will of my Father who is in heaven. 22 On that day many will say to me, ‘Lord, Lord, did we not prophesy in your name, and cast out demons in your name, and do many mighty works in your name?’ 23 And then will I declare to them, ‘I never knew you; depart from me, you workers of lawlessness.’" Yeah. So... THE 3 SPIRITUAL RELATIONSHIPS. There you go.
If you're doing all three, that is the most powerful, but many lose themselves. The BEING IN part is where most lose themselves. There are many things done in the name of live.
Speaking of which, your understanding of that full complete acceptance of the individual DOES have to do with simply accepting them... period... HOWEVER, since all things are spiritual, then spirits come into play, and love can become a thing I've seen/noticed largely, where people are accepting the spirits that another person (whom they love) are [having/being with/or are being in] as opposed to the full complete person. Another way to put that, instead of loving an individual [way of] BEING, there is a love of what an individual way of being has, is with, or is in... love for or of the spirits associated however the nature of the relationship and it's contraction-- as opposed to the full complete person. LOVE YOUR NEIGHBOR AS YOUR SELF -
GOD IS LOVE
LOVE IS LIGHT
IT IS BETTER TO HAVE LOVED AND LOST THAN TO HAVE NEVER LOVED AT ALL
LOVE IS WAR
LOVE YOUR NEIGHBOR AS YOUR SELF - story.
Life & Living
(Day Light)




We'll go random with these, because these should be shorter conversations. They may end up becoming longer conversations, as things tend to do when writing. The individually titled ones get more focused. On the one hand, it's easier to deal with in a shorter conversation, but on the other hand, the more there is, the more you get when it comes to longer conversations. If you think like me, then you'll get the short conversations quicker. If you don't it may take the longer drawn out conversations where things are explained in more detail. So, let's get to it...
For all of the individuals who are thinking they are incomplete, broken, on the wrong path... things like that-- That's not honest. It is true by way of your thinking it into reality, and backing that up with your word(s). Stop doing that. Pick different words. Start with "I AM." Period. Work with that first. Then add a word that serves you in the best way only.
Truth is whatever you are thinking, but because it's true doesn't make it honest. The sky is blue. That is true, but it's not honest. Honestly, the sky has no color, and the blue color you see is the light of the sun casting a glare and haze on the dark of night that you see BEYOND THE SKY (you see THROUGH) the sky, when the sun is shining, and it is clear letting you see the black and stars when "the sun goes down"-- which is also true but not honest, because the sun doesn't rise or set, it just sits there, while the EARTH moves. Facts are opinions (like truth) that "everyone" accepts so they can move on.
SUPER NATURAL is not that... not to me. If you die and return to that, and Super Natural abilities are abilities that you have to UN-LEARN (which you can't, you can only numb or grow more and more accepting the ignorance of them
Life & Living
(Relationships)


The image above is The SYMBOL OF BEING. It's a thing I made to depict the word BEING, and the expression of BEING BE-ing Being(s). That's pretty much everything that is. There's a bit I wrote on it linked to this line. If you can make sense of it and see how it relates to relationships, right on. If not, then you can read about at that link. I'll get into some of it here in this conversation.
Living it is about relationships. Life is not. Life and living are two separate things. Life is about BEING BE-ing Beings. Life is about individual expressions and ways of being. Life is the parts. Living is the relationship and vibration of those parts. Life is still and solid. Living is in motion, fluid. So while some can argue that life is about relationships, it is not, honestly. Living is, yes. Life is about WHY one is what one is, and one being that one. The building blocks of life are one thing at a time. The building blocks of living are two things at a time. This is one way LIFE and LIVING form a trinity. An interesting thing is that you cannot have one without the other. Life does not need consciousness. There is an awareness, yes, but that awareness does not need consciousness.
Any and every relationship is only between two points only. It's always one to one. If there are three people in a relationship, there aren't. There is the relationship between A & B, A & C, and B & C. Each pair of individuals has their own individual relationship in a group. This is because you each relate to one another one moment at a time, and the moment is only between two of you. As a group you don't relate to the group, you relate to one another, one to one, with respect to the other's one to one relationships. It's a network of pairs of individuals. Each pair of individuals has its own unique bond. If all three of you are eating out at dinner, only two of you can sit directly across from one another, unless you're sitting in a triangle, and if you are, there are still only two of you sitting directly across from each other in pairs.
Living is about relationships. Another way to say that is living is about the vibration or expression of energy between two points. The two points merge and create a third point. That's it. A relationship is the energy, or space between, or spirit of, or point or focus of, two points. THE THIRD POINT "is the relationship". More honestly put, the third point is the focus of the relationship. It's the third point that is recognized the most. The third point is the lens that the two ends/points of the relationship see each other through. It is the reason the two are in the relationship. For instance, A Husband and Wife are joined at the point of Marriage. That is the relationship, and they see each other through that lens. IF THE FOCUS IS THE MARRIAGE then whoever the husband was, he is no longer that, not honestly. IF THE FOCUS OS THE MARRIAGE then whoever the wife was before the marriage, she is no longer that, not honestly, to the husband. If you do not like that, look at one another through a different lens. Be in a different relationship in your marriage. Some see it as a crutch or an excuse to slack off and do what you want. Some sea "support system" as "you support me," even "WE support me," and some even see it as "I support us," as opposed to "we support us and each other." Seeing it as a partnership means it cannot be a crutch or excuse to do what you want. Change the focus point, or the nature of your relationship. It is wise to know the nature of your relationship, so you know who and what you are looking at, why, and how. This means you must KNOW THE WORD< the one word in the moment of the relationship.


KEEPING WITH THE EXAMPLE OF A MARRIAGE, because every relationship is a marriage... this image above may help you to understand "THE WORD" or Spirit of a relationship a little more. What happens is there is a BEING, and that being has a relationship or vibration with a SPIRIT. Honestly, you very rarely have a relationship between a Conscious Being and another Conscious Being only. Usually it is between a Conscious Being and the Spirits of the other Conscious Being, for the benefit of the first Conscious Being using the other being's spirit(s) for their benefit, or to experience their own divinity in the moment. So it's rarely A and B. It's more honestly A, and B's spirits that serve A, to show A their divinity in the now (in the moment).
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Life & Living
(Jobs, Work, & Job Contracts)




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For the world that will work... If the world that reads this is still on a system of money, taking the free abundance and reducing it to tangible passing lower vibrational forms, and then charching and enslaving people to “earn” these freely given things, hopefully this will ease some of the tension of that system and help you to break free.
This may remind you of other forms of government you’ve read about, or ones who were taken over by tyrants because the people are lazy and refuse to govern themselves. They'd rather have a leader... who becomes the problem. And whoever deals with the problem leader becomes the next leader, and problem. Truthfully, since each individual is a world, then there should be within that world it's own rules and laws of governing, which is to say that you are the world, your body the land, and your being the inhabitant, and in that, that being which is your self is the creator of that world and worker of that land and therefore responsible for it and its governing. Your mind creates your government. The governments which have come into play in this world is merely because worlds do not melt together as they are solidly created things, firm in their being. When they come together they collide and parts bust be broken off or melted away, a slow or traumatic experience, which leaves portions of the world, those pieces which were not the driving forces or the parts closest in attraction and connection, to be cast away, one fragment at a time once they come into contact with each other. They do form the dust which becomes a part of the surrounding atmosphere, but the new world which is created is the remnants of what was joined together, the parts that were opposite one another and are bonded together where the attraction took place. Each is still it's individual self, somewhat hidden from what it joined to as to keep that portion and the solidity of that entire former world intact. The new world formed of the halves (or whatever remaining fragments depending on which world is more yielding or accepting of the other) that remain. Thus the two governments join creating a new balance, new atmosphere, climate, strengths and weaknesses, vibration and frequency, and conditions for that newly formed world based on its relationship with its new self, which produces a new government. This is just an idea, for consideration, to build on or just throw away or do whatever you will.
DO YOU WORK FOR YOUR JOB OR DOES YOUR JOB WORK FOR YOU?
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Ok, so, there's your job and your work. Your work is your life. Your job is given to you and your work you take on your self. Some would argue that the job is the entire collection of work, but this is not always true, even though it is by way of every job you take on being a driving force adding what it will to the work that is your development of understanding of BEING and ways of your BEing, understood in those moments or not. One may carve into creation, in their mind, what their purpose is. That will be the work, and you figure out what you will be doing, and how your being will be. It presents to you jobs, points that offer you work, which help shape that reality. It is almost as if your being is a book, and your work is reading the book (or writing it). The jobs you gain are the chapters, thus reading and writing the book one stage at a time as to offer understanding of what the entire book is about. In todays world, for human beings especially and those in which they choose to suck into their dealings, the jobs are things which offer money to “allow you to do what you want or need”, but in most cases they're a distraction and drain. This drain still offers you a means of continuing your life's work by either being directly related to what you want to do, or either pissing you off or draining you , the latter two should be a motivation to trigger an upgrade in your mind which kick you into another gear to get out of that job. Weekends are a part of your work, your life's work. Weekends get crapped on by your job. The money is merely a distraction, a trick, to keep you there having a dream (nightmares are dreams as well) within someone else's dream. I would not recommend that you spend time dreaming in someone else's dream, as when they wake up or make a decision, you have no choice but to abide by the consequences, even if that means that you, a figment of their dream, cease to be... in the workplace that means you get fired. Dreaming in someone else's dream? Say you work for some company in which you get hired. The person who started the company is the one who had the dream. You dreaming to be the CEO of that company is your own dream, but it is a dream in someone else's dream. They can do what they want with you as it is not your dream you are dreaming in. The money will keep you dreaming in someone elses dream as you will get promotions and your dream within their dream may be going smoothly, and you will seem to have no reason to wake up as things are going “according to plan” but the overall dominating plan is not yours. You find that out when you get fired.
Weekends are an escape from your job. Your job pays you in cash and tangible things. Your work pays your soul by way of spirit. Your job has a value and can and will end, most times at the hands of someone else. Your work will take your entire life and will only end when you say so or your time is over. You choose your job. Your work chooses you. So, you see the difference. Given that, your weekends, the time your job says that you do not have to participate, and this has been orchestrated in such a way that even on days that are not the weekend yet you do not have to work you consider those YOUR weekend, those days become your escape in which you attempt to do/have YOUR LIFE/living as much as the paycheck you were given allows you to do, before it runs out, usually by the end of or shortly after the end of that weekend, or however your job has worked out your pay period, and you have enough money to continue working. So if your job is a part of your life and living, meanwhile your life's work is (should be) dedicated to the continuance of the understanding and development of your being, why then must you feel the need to escape your job to do your work? Your job is not working for you in the way you envision your self being freely. You are working for it, and it's place and/or purpose is not understood. So, we, who are blessed/cursed enough to have jobs, have these stupid things we go to, and do some type of tasks, which are degrading a lot of the time or physically or mentally stressful and pointless, and the balance of those is the spiritual and economical drain, and we hate them, and we hate the b.s. politics there, and the (hopefully just one) coworker with the conflicting personality and code of ethics and being which is not understood by you and therefore you and they do not share vibration (you don't vibe, or click, or get along), and we hate how it only pays you enough to come back the next week, not enough to have a life, but enough to stay alive... that's called a job. One might, then, come to the conclusion of “Fuck a (or fuck THIS) job”.
Why do we NEED jobs? Because of the system. The system teaches us that wee need money. This is dumb to me. I'm going to work... in a store... to get money? Why don't i work at the store to get things from the store for free? That makes more sense. If the stores get the items for way less than you pay them for it, and things like dollar stores have the same items in them but for a dollar, then what's really going on there? Why is it not possible or profitable? Because if it were, then more people would have jobs that work for them and not the other way around! They key is to keep you asleep in someone elses dream until they don't need you in it anymore. That's a mean thing to do. It's trickery and manipulation. If i worked at a grocery store so i could have enough food for two weeks, i'd work for a week... get my 2 weeks worth of food and then leave... do what i wanted with my life.. allowing someone else who needs food (some homeless or impoverished mofo) a chance to do what i just did. When they get what they NEED, then they'll leave and make another slot for someone to fill. The money system saw this... it recognized it, too much freedom there, so no, work for money.... then you're locked in. you're a slave then, because you have to keep coming back. You can adjust the rates and prices to further finely tune the system of imprisonment, by offering more work for less pay, further digging the hole, with incentive, of course, of raises and promotions, but all dreams in someone elses dream. The dreamer will do what they must to keep the dream as pleasant for THEM, not the others in the dream, and if the dream gets to bad they get rid of what is troubling them. If it is the dream itself, then they abandon the dream and wake up. The money is never enough for the 2 weeks worth of food. The money is never enough for the rent. The money is never enough for anything, so you have to keep coming back doing b.s. you don't like or care to do, with people who are fun because we're all slaves stuck in the same system so we're making the most out of it. It would be way better the other way, but i don't run the system... yet. Don't worry, we'll take it over and change things. Then things will make sense, not dollars.
I worked at a warehouse. It was huge. Warehouse, hardware store (like Home Depot... as a matter of fact, you could say JUST LIKE Home Depot... as a matter of fact... I WORKED AT HOME DEPOT) and we... DID NOT... get a discount other than 5 finger. Who would work at home depot who is not interested in home improvement or construction? Anyone who needs money, or benefits of working a job that pays what that job pays or offers what it offers. It is a means of attempting to dream your dream using fragments of someone else’s dream. There are loads of people who choose a profession (or just get a job) because it PAYS, not because they like it, or want to do it, or even know or understand anything about it, and in most cases they don't even really NEED to do it... they just need the money, or the benefits... tools that are a means of keeping you asleep in someone else’s (namely your government's pimps) dream. This is a waste. “Fuck that job”.
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The main reasons people get jobs...
1. they need money.
2. they need medical.
3. they want to accomplish what the job offers. Usually its just the first two. It’s only after the first two do most people arrive at the third, and by then most of their living time here has been used up.
That's about it, because if they got money then they would buy stuff from a store, so getting a discount is the same as needing money. buying merchandise is the same as needing money (to get it). Very rarely does one work at a job just for the experience, or because they want to take over that company. If that is the case, usually they are related to someone there at the job, someone closer to being the dreamer of that dream, or just someone else strung along falling into one of the first two categories.
Understand, needing money is a thing to keep you trapped in the system. It's not there to get you out. You can use it to get out, but if you understood that, and how, you'd be out by now. Needing medical is a condition that is created by the money people. The cures grow all around you and within you, but you've been brainwashed into “get a job” so long and paying for everything that comes freely in life that unlike the rest of the animals you think this is natural, including your escapes and relief and medicine... all drugs. Religion even uses your job by way of taking the money you earn to “give to God” (who created you and universes you'll never see or understand, yet it needs your money?... for what exactly?). Crime needs your job, because it puts you into economic classes, which dictates where you can afford to live, which dictates the level of crime you will have to deal with, which dictates how you will have to react and what you will have to spend... which leads into the medical industry needing your job just as much as the entertainment industry needing your job, because they provide the escapes and relief... for a price, so pick what's in your price range, and that is the drug you will be hooked on. None of it matters. When the weekend of escapes through whatever drug of choice you are conditioned into desiring, a reflection of the living and life you want which is your work you rarely get to do because of your job, you'll just go back to work to get more money to try to escape and “have a life” again. This is evolution? To build and perfect the tools of your demise? Foolishness. It's a distraction, no matter how well played, or how comfortable or sedated you get in it. But this is from the generations who have well maintained drought tolerant yards and go to organic stores to pay too much for what they could have grown in that yard for free, but will tweet complaints that will never have action other than “like button” to back them up and change that system. Prove me wrong on that so we can look back at that line and laugh. You pay for bottled water which has an expiration date from the companies who put the poison in both the water you're drinking, and the plastic they sell it to you in. If not that you're working because there's a personal void in your self that you are running from dealing with or don't understand how to deal with, but you get a connection to being and live and find meaning in doing the work at your job... a.k.a. For the sake of self: soul, spirit, and sanity you just need something to do to validate your existence. But something you can walk away from when it's time to punch out where you have scapegoats. Things like adoption or ministry are too... much.
The following is a proposal for part-time contracts. They should be able to be renewed/updated seasonally by the employee. Every job should do this. It would help with people who are unsure about a job but need a service or a few products. It would be good for students and people who are thinking of moving to a new area or are on vacation... for everyone in one way or another, better than the system already in place of just working to get paid money which is never enough.
NEW PART TIME JOB/WORKING CONTRACT PROPOSAL
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1. Give huge discounts, like let employees get things for wholesale price. Everything.
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2. Change the part time contracts to Part-Time with PAY, or Limited Part Time with MERCHANDISE, and Part Time with OVERFLOW:
PART TIME WITH PAY means they get money from you.
LIMITED PART TIME WITH MERCHANDISE means they know they will only be working for a shorter amount of time (Temp, maybe two months, not a full season) but to get something they need, so they can get on with their lives, so they work for merchandise. So if they're working for $8 bucks an hour as a rate, and they work 20 hours that week then they racked up at the end of the week a shopping spree of $160 bucks (and no, they're not paying tax). REHAB PROGRAMS could get people jobs as Limited Part time with Merchandise, because its hard to feed a drug habit when you're not getting paid cash unless the pawn shops and normal hustling spots that see you have no integrity and appreciate taking your stolen items to give you money to keep you hooked verses declining you so you are forced to stop and go handle your issue, but it is better to help you survive when you're getting paid in FOOD. Once they complete their rehab term, they can renew their contract as for pay. Hahaha... they would all go work for liquor stores.
Also, you could set it up as an PART TIME WITH OVERFLOW which is the ideal.. Where an employee can set a money or merchandise limit, and after they reach their limit, the overflow is translated into the other option in the contract. For instance, if they set up a contract as PART TIME WITH PAY WITH MERCHANDISE OVERFLOW, then the overflow would be Merchandise. So if their limit is limit is $300 every week, then whatever they work over that $300 a week gets added up as overflow and the value they can take from the store in merchandise. So if you work for $500 bucks, but your limit is $300 bucks, then you have earned $200 bucks in free merchandise from the store. Imagine working at a grocery store where in two weeks you walk out with $300 bucks PLUS $200 bucks in food. You would take a week off. Every month! Or TWO! You could afford it! Yeah, overtime's looking better now, huh?! As a matter of fact, this makes a joke out of the overtime payments in general... What would you rather get, time and a half at your job, or a $2000 dollar big-screen for the wholesale price of $800- $1100 bucks? EXACTLY. Time and a half for what?!
ALL OF THE OVERFLOW ACCUMULATES, so if you don't use all of it you'll build up credit at whichever store, and their brother/sister stores or businesses (partners and such)... So, if you work for a video store in California, and you go on a road trip with $170 in merchandise overflow, when you hit a partner of that store in Virginia, you're covered. Makes moving to a new location, or taking a vacation easier. Life just got a lot more stress free. You wont have to worry about what you're going to do with credit at 2 grocery stores you worked for, and a clothing store you're working at..
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Employee Medical STACKS.... ok so i heard about SDSI (disability) and how its taken from your check. TAKEN.... like you WILL pay it, not an option... and what this is is money set aside that YOU'VE EARNED... but can only gain access to if you're disabled. IF NOT, IT GOES TO THE GOVERNMENT. They steal a lot of money. I wonder what they do with it, cause our street never got paved. The drugs were everywhere. The schools turned to shit and taught less and less each year. Must go to opening bars and churches, cause we had a lot of those next door to each other. Or the construction of abandoned homes... meaning they made abandoned homes, yes, cause we had a lot of those too. Tangent. MEDICAL STACKS... all the money you worked for, and was deducted, gets stacked in a vault somewhere with your name on it. And if you don't use it, you keep it in the vault, and can stop paying it whenever you want. So if you stack up to $3,000 in medical, and what to stop, then you'll have $3,000 IN MEDICAL in a vault sitting waiting for you. It shouldn't be taxed, or charged. You worked for it, they took it out, so let it sit there until you use it. People would save on medical and keep money that way, as opposed to paying for medical, never using it, thus tossing 500 bucks a year or so down the drain. Who's at the bottom of the drain? Where does that money go? Why isn't it waiting for you in case of emergency?! It came from your check!? THIS WAY... a person could get a job.... work a period of time, build up a medical stack... and then renew their contract as working for merchandise and they're taken care of. They get the living supplies they need, and they have medical waiting for them when they need it. Shit, we pay taxes here and get screwed. You pay taxes anywhere else and you get free medical. Wth?! SINCE ITS YOUR MONEY THAT YOU WORKED FOR, then you can put WHOMEVER YOU WANT on your medical, and use the money for WHO or WHATEVER medical expenses you want!
Another way to do all of this would be to restructure the whole society so that everyone just donates an amount of their time and skill to build the society. Other than that there is to be a vault which is rationed equally according to household size which is contributed to equally by everyone. Every aspect of stocking, maintaining, and distributing these rations is to be worked equally by the people. This should eliminate all talk of one person donating so much food while the other who has no land cannot. The one who has no land can work guard duties or record keeping for the vault. Keep in mind, all of these ideas are not only old ideas but ones that have worked. It's just that for the sake of power being held by the government and keeping a class system the other options of jobs with pay scales and everything else were put into play. Basically to keep some people rich and most of them poor and working.
DONATION SYSTEM would require everyone to have posted what they're good at but actually love doing and are willing to share. You must give something back to the community. There are plenty of welders, farmers, medically trained and previously unemployed, soldiers, teachers, mechanics, and a bunch of other things that the community needs. These talents need to be put to use again.
There would also have to be a location where classes are taught.























