MERCH & IMAGE BREAKDOWNS
AT THE END OF EVERY SECTION is a VIDEO PLAYLIST of ALL OF THE PRODUCT BREAKDOWNS (that have videos), and also THE FULL LIST OF ALL PRODUCTS AND CATEGORIES so you can get to what you came here for easily. Each section should have a comments section if you have any comments or suggestions on that design or the products. OR YOU CAN CLICK HERE TO GO TO THE STORE.
Graphic design one of the thing I've come to do, and after having done it for a little while, I gotta say, it's pretty fun to do... when you're doing it for your self. Building your own brand is a whole other world, so if you're on that path, here's some of the behind the scenes in the whole "clothing brand" side of Samurai Ruach. Designing is great, and the most fun part for me, and maybe for you too, but I have to do all of the other parts as well, and unless you have a team or some top notch AI agents, it becomes a balance and battle of staying motivated to set goals and do all of the boring crap that "someone" has to do but there's no one but you to do them... staying inspired to keep creating and keep the fire and passion for what you love doing... even staying on top of things like technology in your field and trending themes. If you're into doing print-on-demand, there's keeping tabs on the leading products, methods, and companies, I get into a lot of these things, and you see it in real time, in the videos. Not only that, but if you were looking for the meanings to the designs-- because there's a lot packed into them, and how they were done, you're in the right place. I've done some written blog posts if you're a reader, and because of how things are as far as living situations, doing videos ended up being faster, so here's both.
It would be nice if the laptop would run the drawing tablet again, but until then I'll just have to do things in the photoshop i have... which is ...old.
SOFTWARE? Photoshop. I did that design in photoshop. I have Photoshop 6.0. Yeah, I know. Well, what are you doing with YOUR version of Photoshop? I'm using what I have... that will actually work. As mentioned above, I have a drawing tablet that works well, but THE HORSE is THE HORSE, and when it doesn't want to run things (which is usually when I need them most) then it WON'T. So, I have drawing tablet, but... not.
THE DESIGN? Old grizzled man but faded into a skull, like aged away, but the eyes and the fire in the eyes remains. It's like a "you can't kill wisdom, or ideas" thing. I started with a pic I AI'd of the Old Grizzled Man, and then the Skull picture. I had to make sure the eye sockets lined up. Then it was just stacking copies of the layers on top of each other, and erasing, like fading them away. The old man Is on the bottom I think, with multiple layers of skull on top, but those skull layers are erased, masked, and filtered so that they all fade more and more. The old man can be seen more on the left side, and is blue (MATTER), while the skull is mostly on the right side and is red (MIND). No, it's not directly related to the game. It should be, but... no, I wasn't thinking of that. Doing the eyes was the most fun part, and tedious. It pays to use AI to make your own stock photos that you can use. I did that with the fire, and I had some of eyes, so I basically cut the fella's eyes out, like a Batman mask, and then blacked all around the inside in a lower layer. So it's Skill on top, then man-face, then highlights on the eyes, then fire, then eyes, then masked fire underneath for extra glow but kind of muted to look more natural (under the skin of the eyes-- yes your eyes have skin. I had a metal splinter, and a splinter of fiberglass in my eyes before-- trust me, you eyes have skin), and then black to fill in the eye socket, and then more man face beneath that to seal it.
A quick bit about Artist and Art vs Content Prompters and AI... Yes, Content Prompters. You're not even content creators anymore, because you don't create anything. AI does it. You just make a prompt. And you can even get AI to do that. It's sad. And disturbing. Seems like a bit of work, but when this is one of the things you DO-- like know how to do, love doing (for your self, not so much for others), and are actually good at, then you don't mind experimenting and actually putting in work. It's a process, a journey-- it's fun. SADLY, there's folks who just want to make content for sales. There's no logic, no skill, no talent, no real effort, just a prompt, and if they had any know-how, it's which AI bots to use for marketing so the folks who actually DO THIS, but don't know all of those tricks (because we're too busy working) get lost in the huge pile of CONTENT STREAM CRAP. That's a sad thing about artists and art-- especially in this day and age. It gets lost. The soul people are looking for is out there being expressed, but it's drowned out by all the AI screaming for attention, because you're looking for the soul you drowned out with your content for likes and money-- because you've lost your soul ... to the computer world.
VARIATIONS... There are currently 3 different variations of this shirt. There's the 1 - WOMEN'S (All Over Print) and a 2 - MEN'S (All Over Print), both of which are in a set called the Splash Series, because of the splash of color strip on the bottom. The last one is 3 - The Unisex (Mens & Womens) Bella canvas tee. They're all pretty soft and comfortable, but the Bella Canvas one is more plain, with just the front image. It's printed a different way also. The ALL OVER prints are actually white shirts and the entire shirt is printed, so it's almost dyed black (printed black), while the Bella Canvas shirt is a black shirt with the image printed on it. I'm using PRINTFUL at the moment to do the print-on-demand, which is why the price is what it is.
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Anyways, BACK TO THE DESIGN... The skull part was annoying. It was tricky to balance because the man's face was so grizzled, but that's what I wanted. Look at that guy. He's been through some stuff. Doing the guy in Blue, as in MATTER, was a bit of poetry, mostly on the side of the Skull being in Red, representing MIND. Why is the Skull the dominant Mind? Because our bodies pass away. The fire in the eyes is what moves on. So in a sense, the skull is more of a solid reminder of who and what we are, beneath the skin and age and scars. The fire in the eyes is the cleanest and most solid thing, so that cuts through everything. Since it's faded and masked on top of the blue, it comes out purplish, which is cool, because it's got a bunch of Blacklight Philosophy on it, so, that works. Speaking of which.....
THE WORDS?
"ONE FIRE TO ANOTHER
1. Consider until you Understand until you Know until you Are BEING.
2. No one or thing that is conscious to the point of being, thinking, and expressing, does anything unless they get something from it... and the thing most sought after is the experience that yields a knowing of divinity of self in the now.
3. Be Honest. All Ways, Always.
4. You are BEING: (1) WITH a Spirit, (2) HAVING a Spirit, or (3) IN a Spirit.
5. Everything is something to do.
6. You can't help but judge. Try not to condemn or glorify. Everything is what it is. Nothing More, Nothing Less. There is Divinity in all things and moments, despite your perception and opinion of it.
7. Know The Word. The Word is GOD.
8.Walk YOUR Walk. It will take your entire eternal conscious being to know your self.
9. You are BEING here for a reason. All WHYS, WISE, and Y'S are universally the same. Know YOUR WHYS. You know all, as all is in you. Here in this "Reality" of deception, illusion, distraction, division, etc... you are made to be thinking of what you know... but you still know.
C'est la vie, la guerre, et le jeu."
One Fire To Another is a phrase that you may see here and there in the Samurai Ruach philosophy writings. The rest of the words are have a clean Blacklight edge on them. "They block a lot of the face!" Yeah, they were supposed to. The idea is the ideas. The face behind the ideas is the face behind the ideas-- get it? I've done a few Blacklight Philosophy or Blacklight themed shirts. There's a BEING SYMBOL shirt which has a blacklight edge to it, the Skull Version is heavily blacklight in style. What's "Blacklight?" You must not have hit that link. Here's another one to get you caught up, but basically the philosophy is a style of being who is balanced in a way most things might not agree with or understand. It's a true "Honor Thy Father (Mind/ Fire/ God/ Red/ Divine Masc.) and Thy Mother (Matter/ Water/ Spirit/ Blue/ Divine Fem.) so that your days (knowing, illuminations of being-- which creates time) will be long..." The balance of the two sides expressed as an unlocked Pure Being is Blacklight fire (red & blue balanced fire) which is one of the hottest, and also least visible. It's a way of being, and an honesty and knowing of self that most will actually fear, and misjudge it a lot. It's rooted in "seeing the light in darkness, and the darkness in light." So, not being fooled by anything, and seeing everything. As it was once said in the movie i like a great deal, GHOSTDOG: The Way Of The Samurai, "Power, Equality... Always C Everything."
The videos are there because I'm lazy and tired. I made a template and fill in the pages, so the videos were just down there. You might find something interesting in there so I left it. AND I was thinking about how I have to do this page AGAIN to format it for phones, which just drained me, so... lazy also, and tired.
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Apocryphon of John
Apocryphon of John
The Book Of Enoch - Definitive Reference w/ audio and text, full apocryphal religious narration
The Secret Book Of John - Gnostic Text From The Nag Hammadi Library - Full Audio Book
Genesis 6:1-4 Is Not About Human Marriages — Part 1 | Michael Heiser
VESTI LA GIUBBA (e la faccia infarina. La gente paga, e rider vuole qua.)... Honey of a quote, ain't it?! There's a video and a whole playlist just for this, which is below. This phrase is kind of where the RUGPULL design came from, why THE ZEPHANIAH CHESTERFIELD PROJECT, and why a lot of other things... for me. ay it for me, and when it lifts someone else up, and they thank me for it, then that will be the kickstart i needed to get back into the positive zone. T-shirts do that. It's one of the reasons I do t-shirts-- to say the things people can't, but want to, or need (to).
THE MESSAGE is a quote from PAGLIACCI the opera, which says:
"(Vesti la giubba)......... Put on your costume
(e la faccia infarina)... and apply make up to your face.
(La gente paga,)......... The people pay,
(e rider vuole qua.)..... and they want to laugh.".
What all of that means to me, if you didn't see the explainer video about the lineup, is how you have to put on your face (makeup your mind) and also build your self physically and tangibly (body & soul) to play this game. By "play this game" i mean come to this world as a human being (makeup and costume), where people pay (trade currency & current-see) by way of soul and spirit energy transactions, thinking of thoughts (currency) to manipulate reality (current-see), because they WANT to laugh, or have a good time, make memories, and gain on their investment in conscious being, because we're all staring down the barrel of eternity which is a loooooong time to not have anything fun or good or light to look back on. SO, get yourself right, and be your honest self, live and be that, so you can enjoy the show (this war-- in and of the mind). C'est la vie (that's life and living it), la guerre (the war/ the mind), et le jeu (and the play/ the game).
THE DESIGN was done in Photoshop 6 like all of the others. I didn't record it because i wasn't thinking to, for one, and also because I was having so many issues with it, and memory-- it not wanting to save, and me going through that whole process of deleting things, clearing cache, etc.... that i was just happy to get it done. Get what done? OH, right... SO... (and this is in the video) what i had to do was, make a half black/half white paisley card to use as the background, and then an opposite one white/black for the reverse side, so that the image front and back would have one solid left side color, and one solid right side color. That's how one side of the shirt is black and the other side is white/silver. I used the same cards for the sleeves. Having both colors on one card saves layers-- as opposed to having one black layer and a white layer, they're both on the same layer as one solid image. THEN i redesigned the "3 SPIRITUAL RELATIONSHIPS" chart image, and fused it with the "Creation of BEING(?)" image, so, again, there's two images made into one image to save layers. I took one of the masks from THE BOOK OF THE CLOWN (cover) from that book that i think is on Patreon, but nowhere else. It might still need to be worked on. Living took a turn when i was working on updating it, so, what's there is there.
I know there are a few videos in the playlist for this design. As of today (2.26.26) i probably still have videos of this design that need to get edited. Yay life. I still got time.
NOTE: The items above go from TRYANGLES (Clown) to TRY ANGLES (Mask).
AGNINADI is one of the fire dragons in the story. ABOVE are just a few of the items in the AGNINADI collection. He does not like humanity. Even more, he does not like the dragons created by humanity, and he does not like the role AI has played in their creation, manipulating mankind's hubris to create things that could destroy humanity. These "unnatural" abominations, global warming, the war, and a few other events are the things that triggered the Fire Dragons to come out of their caves. With The War raging, they took their lands (The Land of Dragons) which is just the one territory they claimed, and were driven into, seen on the map. Looking at the war torn world (or what was left of the world that Agninadi considers to belong to their race as they were there first), Agninadi rose to be the leader of the Fire Dragons, and vows to rid the earth of humanity, their digital and synthetic replacements, and any and all others who stand in his way of "purging the earth" to purify it for their race.
Because he's such a powerful and fiery character in the series, the clothes that i ended up designing that reflected that type of individual (possibly) i just put into one collection/group. That really started the individual collections. Above you can see some of the items with the Agninadi vibe to them. You can check out the whole AGNINADI COLLECTION here if it resonates.
THE NAME? AGNINADI basically translates into "River Of Fire" in Sanskrit. I did a lot of research on the names of a lot of the characters to make sure their names were accurate to the regions, and their nature (personalities/character). IF YOU WERE TO GOOGLE IT, you'd get something like:
Based on Sanskrit dictionaries and related terminology"Agninadi" is not a standard, commonly recognized phrase, but it appears to be a compound of Agni (fire) and potentially a suffix meaning path or sound, or a slight variation of other terms.
Here are the most likely interpretations based on the components:
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Agni (अग्नि): Means fire, the deity of fire, or the digestive fire (jaṭharāgni) in Ayurveda.
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Nadi (नदी / नाडी):
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If interpreted as Nadi (नदी), it means a river. ThereforeAgninadi could translate to "River of Fire".
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If interpreted as Nādi (नाडी), it refers to a channel, nerve, or pulse in yogic philosophy. Agninādi could refer to a "Channel of Fire" (an energy path).
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Contextual Variations:
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Agnyādi (अग्न्यादि): A common phrase meaning "fire and so forth" or "beginning with fire".
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Agnidāyin (अग्निदायिन्): An incendiary or one who sets something on fire.
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Agninayana (अग्निनयन): The act of bringing out the sacrificial fire.
If you encountered this in a specific text, it likely refers to a "fire-channel" or "fire-river" in a metaphoric or ritualistic context.
THE DESIGN is easy-- it's just all of the red and black (and red & white) and sky color themed items. It started when I was making the COAL DIAMOND stuff, which is a charcoal plaid. After that, and getting down the process of making patterns, i wanted something really "fancy" and deep, something fiery, so made a paisley pattern, but in the dark coal color, which some of it was used in the COAL DIAMOND stuff, but I made it red, and then played with the red and black spaces. Yeah, photoshop again, but to get the exact patterns I actually used Chat GPT to do a small section. It was working more accurately than LEONARDO.AI which I'd paid for, and that was a lot to pay for inaccuracy. If you can do it in the perfect black and white scheme, it's nothing to invert that to get white on black, and then to colorize both to turn the white space whatever color. I was into doing the jerseys at the time, and i still love those-- but I figured to just make a collection with all of the things that had that energy to it, so anyone who is on that same vibe could easily find all of the things that resonate with them. You can check out the AGNINADI COLLECTION in the shop (store) here. There may be a few of the items in the video playlist below.
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EXPLAINER VIDEOS (Merch, & Images)
EXPLAINER VIDEOS (Merch, & Images)
CRAZY TALKS #49: NO OTHER GODS BEFORE WHO? (02.05.26)
Crazy Talks #52: I HOPE THIS HELPS TOUR (hacked for social media - 02.05.26)
Crazy Talks #30'Something: "HONEST Real Talk" (01.24.26)
AllLies (Red Flag) is one of those "political" statement designs. Politics is a bit of a crap thing to have an opinion about, mainly because (i believe) politics is just a part of the economic governance of humanity-- the business of regulating the flow of human currency (current-see). Politics eventually gets down to a bit of Stockholm Syndrome, building your own prison, and lovingly so-- or as much as people are led to believe they freely thought on their own. Living gets interesting like that. A lot of what's "reality" is someone else's plan. THE NAME? After a while, the allies are All Lies, and everything is a red flag. Still, since "they" feed on fear, you have to move accordingly.
THE DESIGN is actually one I'd been sitting on. This is one version of it. There were some slogans at the bottom of other ones, where there was a barcode in the bottom right corner, showing that some patriotism and beliefs are a product sold. It also said "All lives matter. This is business." Meaning that everyone counts, and since people (time, mind, and resources) are the currency, everyone is every one (like $1). There's a bunch of them in a collection I did years ago, but never got around to because I didn't have what I needed to do it how I wanted it done. I found PRINTFUL and CUSTOMCAT (print on demand companies), but had issues linking CUSTOMCAT to the websites, so i went with PRINTFUL, which was pretty close to what i wanted. The prices are a little higher, but everything can be reasoned when you're paying for it. Either way, I did this one as a test to see if it would come out good, which it did, so I guess I'll do more of the ones I was sitting on.
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Send In The Clowns
Send In The Clowns
The Master Clowns (Clown History)
Warm Jesters Drawing
2025 12 19 12 12 44 Feel Spirit Touch Logic
THE ARTWORK'S OUTSIDE THE BOX was one of those production driven things. I'd gotten it into my head that if this whole project is to fund itself, then [one of] the most (even? fair? balanced?) ways of giving back would be to dive into t-shirts and print-on-demand stuff. So, i started working on some inspirational, uplifting, snazzy types of designs, like this one. It's artsy and quirky, yet simple enough, says me. Creating it was not so bad-- once the computer was all warmed up and decided to work, then I just went into it. There's a video of the making of this whole thing, which is a part of that whole "Production" mode of thought-- creating useful videos to show whoever else might be on a similar path (POD, designing, looking to do a store, etc.) how I did everything here on this site, so I made some of the actual creation of store items, from thin air, to finished product "on the shelf."
THE NAME? That's one of those quirky things. Even the spelling of the name, as in the design and positioning of the letters-- all of that is a part of the name/design. I know, that sounds redundant. Watch the video, you'll see what I mean. Basically, though, it means that YOU are THE ART, and you work best when BEING (not just thinking) outside of the box.
THE DESIGN was work, in a sense that as much as it was fun to do, the logical designer side of me overpowered the more freely creative and emotional artistic side of me. This design is a simple note to the reader, inside of a decorative picture frame (a cellphone), reminding them to spend some time in the art of living life, and the art of being your honest, pure, sabbath self. The part that was tricky (as you can see in the video) is the text-- more specifically, the phrasing (wording), especially from a design aspect. There's "The Artworks" meaning plural works of art... "The ArtWorks" which is a play on words, meaning Artowrk (expression) and action of the Artwork Working (ArtworkWORKS=ArtWorks)... and some other thing I get into in the video. Also, the flipping of the letters, and making it digital in aesthetic (shape/style/font) has a meaning, showing that everything else looks natural in a digital world when you've been programmed to be digital. You won't notice until the natural part of you sees that digital part, or notices itself in a digital world (inside of the phone). It's a bit of a "triple take" thing: You notice the digital twist... and then you notice the natural letters... then you notice how the natural stuff is existing inside the digital box. To add a fourth layer, there's the whole "you in 'reality' looking at all of this on a shirt... in the matrix perhaps?"
Sometimes you can just feel a design, from start to finish, and it just flows. Other times, you hit logical technical bumps, and have to work through them. It's nothing too big, and usually it's all in your mind. Then you remember, "It's Print On Demand!" You can make a million designs, upload them all, and nothing will get printed until someone orders one! There's no overhead! That free's you up a little, but then there's the whole "TWO, NOT THREE" thing, where people presented with 2 options can choose more easily than when presented with 3. If you give MORE THAN THREE then people might shut down, overwhelmed, wanting everything and burning out when trying to decide. I still plan to go back and do it over, with just a clean simple cell phone image, but i made the phone a really decorative frame to show how it's a bit of a "Findhorn/PineCone/We'reBored Conversation" thing (My Dinner With Andre'), where the phone is a digital prison people have constructed so lovingly and well, invested so much in this work of art, they can't see (or refuse to acknowledge) how it's a box locking them in... sometimes. Some people break free. I'll add that clip below so you know what I'm talking about.
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EXPLAINER VIDEOS (Merch, & Images)
EXPLAINER VIDEOS (Merch, & Images)
CRAZY TALKS #49: NO OTHER GODS BEFORE WHO? (02.05.26)
Crazy Talks #52: I HOPE THIS HELPS TOUR (hacked for social media - 02.05.26)
Crazy Talks #30'Something: "HONEST Real Talk" (01.24.26)
THE BLACK KNIGHT is more of a style than a design, like the AGNINADI styled items. I guess you could call it something in the realm of a textile or swatch? A pattern? It's made of different shades of chainmail, with paisley to counter it, and plaid detail/edging. Pretty simple in a way, but you have to balance it correctly or it won't match. Too much of one, and it overpowers quickly, and can even look boring, or make the counter pattern look misplaced or unbalanced (naturally). Chainmail was always a cool thing to me. It was always like a person wanted scales, like they wanted the same protection as the dragons they were about to go to battle with. No, this isn't actual linked chainmail-- that might get heavy, but it looks cool, especially with the other patterns accenting it.
THE NAME? It just seemed fitting, since it's like a medieval jersey (pattern). Ironically, there's no Black Knight character in the series... yet. I know, DRAGONS, but no black knight. Meh.
THE DESIGN was honestly all about chainmail. Not chain letters. Chainmail, like suits of armor. I still have a project to do concerning this, which is building a jersey that's a samurai suit of armor. I just have to design the pieces separately, but this was a bit of a test run to see how the chain would come out, and i like it. I added the paisley to give it a little more edge, and then some plaid as a finer detail. It all worked really well... says me. The tricky part, or A tricky part, is keeping the aesthetic of it. Adding color would throw off the whole vibe. Some you can get away with, but the metal look has to be just right: the right amount of shading, highlight, "shine"... so that the gold looks gold and not yellow, or that any detail in a black mesh would even show up. I still have to work with this one more. There's only a few designs that I used it with. I guess it's a limited edition kind of thing.
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EXPLAINER VIDEOS (Merch, & Images)
EXPLAINER VIDEOS (Merch, & Images)
CRAZY TALKS #49: NO OTHER GODS BEFORE WHO? (02.05.26)
Crazy Talks #52: I HOPE THIS HELPS TOUR (hacked for social media - 02.05.26)
Crazy Talks #30'Something: "HONEST Real Talk" (01.24.26)
CHARLIE BEATS was a quick design, but not quick at the same time. THE NAME is essentially what the design is-- a mix of Charlie Brown and beat-making (producing): Charlie... Beats-- two things I enjoy. Yeah, I'm more of a Calvin & Hobbes individual, and even more of a Far Side than C&H, but the Peanuts gang was always cool and calm. THE IMAGE i did it in photoshop. I do pretty much all of the designs in photoshop. Again, it was quick but not. Quick because i knew what i wanted. I wanted the feel of the "Charlie Brown shirt" but a hip hop version, in a sense. Instead of the regular zig-zagging stripe, I wanted a drumtrack waveform, and one that could even possibly be playable if there's an app or something that could read it. Not quick, because getting it to be HOW i wanted it to be was tricky. I'm thinking (not sure) that it may be a waveform image of the Clyde Stubblefield "Funky Drummer" break (solo), which is one of the most iconic drum breaks of all time, if not, it's in the top 5. I got the sample of the break from the HAMMERHEAD Rhythm Station (Drum machine) which is one i started using back in the late 90's (1998, 1999?) or early 2000's when I first got Sonic Foundry Acid (Now ACID PRO), and started doing music. So, yes, if you know how to read waveforms, you can read this shirt and hear the drumtrack play. HOW'D I DO THAT? First I played the sample of it I had from ACID and took a screen shot, but then I got an idea to separate it all, doing the kicks and snares in black, and running some high hats/cymbals (i know, two different things) also inside of it in a lighter (that gray) color. Then getting those to line up was tricky. I think I did ok. It's one of those things that IYKYK, but you should know now since I just told you. I figure producers, musicians, and maybe even drummers might dig it.
The song below the Clyde Stubblefield video, is just a song I did, chopping up some bit of the iconic Charlie Brown theme song, "Linus and Lucy". The theme song was composed and performed by American jazz pianist Vince Guaraldi in 1964, and first appeared on the album Jazz Impressions of A Boy Named Charlie Brown and became the signature theme for the Peanuts animated specials. For some reason, in my head, Charles Mingus plays it, but that might be a Mandela Effect or something. I dunno.
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EXPLAINER VIDEOS (Merch, & Images)
EXPLAINER VIDEOS (Merch, & Images)
CRAZY TALKS #49: NO OTHER GODS BEFORE WHO? (02.05.26)
Crazy Talks #52: I HOPE THIS HELPS TOUR (hacked for social media - 02.05.26)
Crazy Talks #30'Something: "HONEST Real Talk" (01.24.26)
ALL DESIGNS: Agnanadi; AllLies; The ArtWork's Outside The Box; BEING Symbol (Classics); BEING Symbol (Skull version); BEING BE-ing Being (Str8 Outta); Black Knight; Blacklight Quotes; Boney Phace; Charlie Beats; Coal Diamond; Don't Jesus The Christ Out of Yeshua, Your Self, or me (Artist); Don't Jesus The Christ Out of Yeshua, Your Self, or me (Park); THE DOORS ARE NOT EXITS; Fire Warning; Future's So Bright; Garuda VI; Green Hero Man Guy or Girl Woman Person Thing; HappAi Face; Head In The Clouds; I Love Um...; I'm Doing My Best; Just Let AI Do It; Kemuri Ashain; Meditate On The Word Night & Day; Mind Over Matter (Game); No One Or Thing...; NOT OK; One Fire To Another; Peace & Blessings; ProvidenceBC's; Rugpull; Samurai Ruach (Logo); Shmokey Phace; Sky's The Limit; Take A Sabbath; TryAngles; Trying To Have A Nice Day; Vesti La Giuba; Warm Jesters; You Still Have Time;
COLLECTIONS/ CATEGORIES: Agninadi (Fire dragon); Bags; BEING Symbols; Blacklight Vibe; Books, Games, & Music; Coal Diamond; Everything Else; Garuda VI; Hats & Headwear; Jackets, Jerseys, Long-Sleeves; Ladies Only; Spiritual Fire; Tees (Raglan baseball tees); Tees (short-sleeve & tanks); Text Only; Trying To Have A Nice Day; Vibrant Vibes;
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THE BLACK KNIGHT is more of a style than a design, like the AGNINADI styled items. I guess you could call it something in the realm of a textile or swatch? A pattern? It's made of different shades of chainmail, with paisley to counter it, and plaid detail/edging. Pretty simple in a way, but you have to balance it correctly or it won't match. Too much of one, and it overpowers quickly, and can even look boring, or make the counter pattern look misplaced or unbalanced (naturally). Chainmail was always a cool thing to me. It was always like a person wanted scales, like they wanted the same protection as the dragons they were about to go to battle with. No, this isn't actual linked chainmail-- that might get heavy, but it looks cool, especially with the other patterns accenting it.
THE NAME? It just seemed fitting, since it's like a medieval jersey (pattern). Ironically, there's no Black Knight character in the series... yet. I know, DRAGONS, but no black knight. Meh.
THE DESIGN was honestly all about chainmail. Not chain letters. Chainmail, like suits of armor. I still have a project to do concerning this, which is building a jersey that's a samurai suit of armor. I just have to design the pieces separately, but this was a bit of a test run to see how the chain would come out, and i like it. I added the paisley to give it a little more edge, and then some plaid as a finer detail. It all worked really well... says me. The tricky part, or A tricky part, is keeping the aesthetic of it. Adding color would throw off the whole vibe. Some you can get away with, but the metal look has to be just right: the right amount of shading, highlight, "shine"... so that the gold looks gold and not yellow, or that any detail in a black mesh would even show up. I still have to work with this one more. There's only a few designs that I used it with. I guess it's a limited edition kind of thing.
This section written 02.28.26- last edited 02.28.26
VESTI LA GIUBBA (e la faccia infarina. La gente paga, e rider vuole qua.)... Honey of a quote, ain't it?! There's a video and a whole playlist just for this, which is below. This phrase is kind of where the RUGPULL design came from, why THE ZEPHANIAH CHESTERFIELD PROJECT, and why a lot of other things... for me. ay it for me, and when it lifts someone else up, and they thank me for it, then that will be the kickstart i needed to get back into the positive zone. T-shirts do that. It's one of the reasons I do t-shirts-- to say the things people can't, but want to, or need (to).
THE MESSAGE is a quote from PAGLIACCI the opera, which says:
"(Vesti la giubba)......... Put on your costume
(e la faccia infarina)... and apply make up to your face.
(La gente paga,)......... The people pay,
(e rider vuole qua.)..... and they want to laugh.".
What all of that means to me, if you didn't see the explainer video about the lineup, is how you have to put on your face (makeup your mind) and also build your self physically and tangibly (body & soul) to play this game. By "play this game" i mean come to this world as a human being (makeup and costume), where people pay (trade currency & current-see) by way of soul and spirit energy transactions, thinking of thoughts (currency) to manipulate reality (current-see), because they WANT to laugh, or have a good time, make memories, and gain on their investment in conscious being, because we're all staring down the barrel of eternity which is a loooooong time to not have anything fun or good or light to look back on. SO, get yourself right, and be your honest self, live and be that, so you can enjoy the show (this war-- in and of the mind). C'est la vie (that's life and living it), la guerre (the war/ the mind), et le jeu (and the play/ the game).
THE DESIGN was done in Photoshop 6 like all of the others. I didn't record it because i wasn't thinking to, for one, and also because I was having so many issues with it, and memory-- it not wanting to save, and me going through that whole process of deleting things, clearing cache, etc.... that i was just happy to get it done. Get what done? OH, right... SO... (and this is in the video) what i had to do was, make a half black/half white paisley card to use as the background, and then an opposite one white/black for the reverse side, so that the image front and back would have one solid left side color, and one solid right side color. That's how one side of the shirt is black and the other side is white/silver. I used the same cards for the sleeves. Having both colors on one card saves layers-- as opposed to having one black layer and a white layer, they're both on the same layer as one solid image. THEN i redesigned the "3 SPIRITUAL RELATIONSHIPS" chart image, and fused it with the "Creation of BEING(?)" image, so, again, there's two images made into one image to save layers. I took one of the masks from THE BOOK OF THE CLOWN (cover) from that book that i think is on Patreon, but nowhere else. It might still need to be worked on. Living took a turn when i was working on updating it, so, what's there is there.
I know there are a few videos in the playlist for this design. As of today (2.26.26) i probably still have videos of this design that need to get edited. Yay life. I still got time.
Send In The Clowns
Send In The Clowns
The Master Clowns (Clown History)
Warm Jesters Drawing
2025 12 19 12 12 44 Feel Spirit Touch Logic
NOTE: The items above go from TRYANGLES (Clown) to TRY ANGLES (Mask).
VESTI LA GIUBBA (e la faccia infarina. La gente paga, e rider vuole qua.)... Honey of a quote, ain't it?! There's a video and a whole playlist just for this, which is below. This phrase is kind of where the RUGPULL design came from, why THE ZEPHANIAH CHESTERFIELD PROJECT, and why a lot of other things... for me. ay it for me, and when it lifts someone else up, and they thank me for it, then that will be the kickstart i needed to get back into the positive zone. T-shirts do that. It's one of the reasons I do t-shirts-- to say the things people can't, but want to, or need (to).
THE MESSAGE is a quote from PAGLIACCI the opera, which says:
"(Vesti la giubba)......... Put on your costume
(e la faccia infarina)... and apply make up to your face.
(La gente paga,)......... The people pay,
(e rider vuole qua.)..... and they want to laugh.".
What all of that means to me, if you didn't see the explainer video about the lineup, is how you have to put on your face (makeup your mind) and also build your self physically and tangibly (body & soul) to play this game. By "play this game" i mean come to this world as a human being (makeup and costume), where people pay (trade currency & current-see) by way of soul and spirit energy transactions, thinking of thoughts (currency) to manipulate reality (current-see), because they WANT to laugh, or have a good time, make memories, and gain on their investment in conscious being, because we're all staring down the barrel of eternity which is a loooooong time to not have anything fun or good or light to look back on. SO, get yourself right, and be your honest self, live and be that, so you can enjoy the show (this war-- in and of the mind). C'est la vie (that's life and living it), la guerre (the war/ the mind), et le jeu (and the play/ the game).
THE DESIGN was done in Photoshop 6 like all of the others. I didn't record it because i wasn't thinking to, for one, and also because I was having so many issues with it, and memory-- it not wanting to save, and me going through that whole process of deleting things, clearing cache, etc.... that i was just happy to get it done. Get what done? OH, right... SO... (and this is in the video) what i had to do was, make a half black/half white paisley card to use as the background, and then an opposite one white/black for the reverse side, so that the image front and back would have one solid left side color, and one solid right side color. That's how one side of the shirt is black and the other side is white/silver. I used the same cards for the sleeves. Having both colors on one card saves layers-- as opposed to having one black layer and a white layer, they're both on the same layer as one solid image. THEN i redesigned the "3 SPIRITUAL RELATIONSHIPS" chart image, and fused it with the "Creation of BEING(?)" image, so, again, there's two images made into one image to save layers. I took one of the masks from THE BOOK OF THE CLOWN (cover) from that book that i think is on Patreon, but nowhere else. It might still need to be worked on. Living took a turn when i was working on updating it, so, what's there is there.
I know there are a few videos in the playlist for this design. As of today (2.26.26) i probably still have videos of this design that need to get edited. Yay life. I still got time.
NOTE: The items above go from TRYANGLES (Clown) to TRY ANGLES (Mask).
VESTI LA GIUBBA (e la faccia infarina. La gente paga, e rider vuole qua.)... Honey of a quote, ain't it?! There's a video and a whole playlist just for this, which is below. This phrase is kind of where the RUGPULL design came from, why THE ZEPHANIAH CHESTERFIELD PROJECT, and why a lot of other things... for me. ay it for me, and when it lifts someone else up, and they thank me for it, then that will be the kickstart i needed to get back into the positive zone. T-shirts do that. It's one of the reasons I do t-shirts-- to say the things people can't, but want to, or need (to).
THE MESSAGE is a quote from PAGLIACCI the opera, which says:
"(Vesti la giubba)......... Put on your costume
(e la faccia infarina)... and apply make up to your face.
(La gente paga,)......... The people pay,
(e rider vuole qua.)..... and they want to laugh."
What all of that means to me, if you didn't see the explainer video about the lineup, is how you have to put on your face (makeup your mind) and also build your self physically and tangibly (body & soul) to play this game. By "play this game" i mean come to this world as a human being (makeup and costume), where people pay (trade currency & current-see) by way of soul and spirit energy transactions, thinking of thoughts (currency) to manipulate reality (current-see), because they WANT to laugh, or have a good time, make memories, and gain on their investment in conscious being, because we're all staring down the barrel of eternity which is a loooooong time to not have anything fun or good or light to look back on. SO, get yourself right, and be your honest self, live and be that, so you can enjoy the show (this war-- in and of the mind). C'est la vie (that's life and living it), la guerre (the war/ the mind), et le jeu (and the play/ the game).
THE DESIGN was done in Photoshop 6 like all of the others. I didn't record it because i wasn't thinking to, for one, and also because I was having so many issues with it, and memory-- it not wanting to save, and me going through that whole process of deleting things, clearing cache, etc.... that i was just happy to get it done. Get what done? OH, right... SO... (and this is in the video) what i had to do was, make a half black/half white paisley card to use as the background, and then an opposite one white/black for the reverse side, so that the image front and back would have one solid left side color, and one solid right side color. That's how one side of the shirt is black and the other side is white/silver. I used the same cards for the sleeves. Having both colors on one card saves layers-- as opposed to having one black layer and a white layer, they're both on the same layer as one solid image. THEN i redesigned the "3 SPIRITUAL RELATIONSHIPS" chart image, and fused it with the "Creation of BEING(?)" image, so, again, there's two images made into one image to save layers. I took one of the masks from THE BOOK OF THE CLOWN (cover) from that book that i think is on Patreon, but nowhere else. It might still need to be worked on. Living took a turn when i was working on updating it, so, what's there is there.
I know there are a few videos in the playlist for this design. As of today (2.26.26) i probably still have videos of this design that need to get edited. Yay life. I still got time.
Send In The Clowns
Send In The Clowns
The Master Clowns (Clown History)
Warm Jesters Drawing
2025 12 19 12 12 44 Feel Spirit Touch Logic
WARM JESTERS is a play on the phrase "Warm Gestures" which is what actual clowns offer and have. I like clowns. I've met nothing but good ones in my life, and the ones I haven't met are still great. It's people who get called clowns (which is disrespectful, to me, after having met a few) or demons who masquerade as such, who are the real problem. Stop calling people and things that are not clowns, clowns. From what I've seen, clowns are regular people who do superhero things for kids mainly, but also for adults, because adults would rather pay them than do it their self... aaaannnnd it's just in the clowns nature. A lot of them were either inspired by clowns who were vibrant and loving, OR they've gone through some of the darkest things and don't want anyone else to go through that (or even know about it) so they "Vesti la giubba" and put on their best face, and go to war with darkness, being as bright as they can. OH, and the advisory stickers here are linked.
FUN FACT: Back in the day, doing music, I did a song called "WARMEST JESTERS" (Jaiden Malone band) which is ALSO part of where the name comes from. The design could be related, if I think about it. The song is about a person driven to retire, so they host a going-away party for their self to thank everyone for their work, and therefore living experience and quality of life. It ends with a bang. I'll list it here... and why not, here's the lyrics and the song should be playable below that. Just so you know, there's some type stuff here, with spells all broken:
AAH!
(pop pop)
(chuckles) ok?!.. this is fine... this is fine... I do it...
(sigh)
I in a room full of blood puddles
all pretty mannequins
shot up and chopped up
--I laugh
THEY laugh at ME
slaving, dying or penny
now they who has many?--
they doesn't has any
i laugh...
as society running,
she hiding iyi laugh
...but my gun?--she is hasing the one bullet left
so she has the last laugh
police hate me
tv make me crazy
all cause i the yellow,
or brown,
or iyi black
i only returning the lessons i learning
you bend, and you twist, and you pull me...
and so I snap
as society quietly riot,
iyi laugh
...but my gun?--she is hasing the one bullet left
soon she stand up and clap
NOW....
i kNo suicidal
i live bye my bible
but good sit and watch
as the whole world
sing and kiss devil's assssss--(chics)
now i sick of crying
and praying and trying
to stay in this hitler matrix
Who enslaves your aAAaaAaaassss? (hoEls)...
The media? --she say, "Me a craaaazy monster!"
but i just your sun, or your daughter,
or you in the back...
of your mind, you are saying "is fine..."
as your day and your life rot aWay
may be in time you laugh?
either shove money monkey world off of
u back
or collapse
and we laugh
...SEE?! now u laughing like me
but trust me, your bullet?
She is having last---
THE MESSAGE is that clowns are people too. And we're all some form of clown. We're all some form of clown... I'll get into that in a second--BUT, for now, basically everyone's putting on their makeup, and suiting up, to try to make the best of this circus. Some of us are cracking and peeling, and it gets hard to put this face on everyday, making words and air/ruach into balloon animals and other physical or tangible expressions and art, helping others ad some bright color to their own face and even just being maybe the only vibrant splash of color some folks will ever see that day or week or month... juggling all of this crap we didn't ask for, don't agree with or want, and can't figure out how to get rid of... so until we can, we're just making our way, JESTERS offering our WARMEST GESTURES. Fake it to blend in with the fake circus world of actors, people flipping things, playing with beasts, and all of the other illusions here. And that's not even the psychology of THE FOOL (which is in the videos there). If you ever wondered why i like and respect clowns, that's a huge part of it. It's part of where THE ZEPHANIAH CHESTERFIELD PROJECT came from, which birthed this SAMURAI RUACH project.
The NEPHILIM CLOWN THING... We're all some form of clown... Yeah, i'm looking into that, but i approach that from a completely different angle. Didn't expect this conversation to go here, huh? Welcome to SAMURAI RUACH. I'm "not going to get into" some theories of DEUTERONOMY 32:8, and in this case DEUTERONOMY 32:9... which is the scene AFTER THE FLOOD, at the TOWER OF BabEL, where The Most High (El/Elyon) divides the world up to be managed by the Elohim/AngELs (Sons of God, El means God), and there El Shaddai (aka The Eternal One, Hashem, Jehovah/ Ihovah, Yahweh/ YHWH/ YHVH... (El-Shaddai means Almighty One Of The Mountain, Mt. Sinai/Horeb, the one in position of Adonai/Lord-- however of all of the Els mentioned, his is the only one where his common name is not the El form, nor does it have the El as a part of it, it's more added onto another description... El - Shaddai (God of The Mountain), while EmmanuEL is one word, MichaEL is one word, RaphaEL, GabriEL, UriEL, AriEL, AzraEL... even AzazEL and the prosecutors who's job in the kingdom is to get convictions: SamaEL, and HelEL are one word)... If the product of the Sons of God and the Daughters Of Men were Nephilim, Anakim, Rephaim, etc. ... then one of the Els (El- Shaddai) making man could be viewed as a pure form of that, while aa Nephilim is a diluted form-- but what does that make every other figure born from human women? Leaving that alone... that's a rabbit hole I'm not digging into right now. I plan to, but not right now... There's also the whole changing of Lords (Adonai) from YHVH who gets replaced by Emmanuel, who they attempt to "murder" during the reign of YHVH/El Shaddai who he is not only replacing, but also setting free all of Shaddai's slaves/servants, the people he made (Deut.32:9 - the sons of Adam who was placed in the garden of the gods to work with their food, some of which Adam was allowed to eat but some he was told not to eat because it would alter the humanity (the human part would die--one translation/opinion)-- yet, made in the image--), and since YHVH is in the position of ADONAI (lord), there's the question of the relationship of that figure, and ADONAIOS (Adonias) recognized in Gnostic tradition as one of the seven planetary Archons—ruler of Mercury or sometimes associated with the Sun or the lower, dark realms. Derived from the Hebrew for "the Lord," this Archon represents a, sometimes, capricious, yet wise ruler of the material, earthly, or underworld sphere, often acting under the demiurge Ialdabaoth (Yaldabaoth) who is the creation of Sophia who declared himself god and created this prison planet in the Gnostic text. Adonaios is part of the Hebdomad (seven rulers) in Gnostic cosmology, assisting the demiurge in controlling the material world and restraining human souls from ascending, and is the final judge in that whole school of thought. I'm not sure how related they are to the Apkallu--the seven, demi-god "Sages" in ancient Mesopotamian mythology, created by the god Enki (Ea) to establish civilization and impart wisdom to humanity before the Great Flood. Often depicted as fish-men or winged bird-headed figures, they emerged from the freshwater Abzu to teach arts, law, agriculture, writing, and city-building. YES, i take this stuff, even clowns very seriously. Have you seen the designs here???
THE DESIGN was done in Photoshop 6, like all of the others. There's a video of the whole process. Funny, the actual real-time drawing, I'm talking thru the whole video, but then i sped it up (time lapse style) and did another narration for it, to save time by speeding it up because it took a while to do-- longer than you might want to sit thru and watch. There were issues, and as you can see in the video, i changed the design completely from what I was going to do at first, in like the first few mins, after the first rough sketch. But it steadily came together. I was looking to do some fun graffiti bubble letters, which got done, but there's always more to do with those. Graffiti is a thing I just have fun with, and it never feels finished, because it's such an electric and organic thing-- it's alive, never finished.
The playlist of clown stuff here, with PAGLIACCI, if you've never seen it, was done on 3.3.26, which is when I finished the first set of VESTI LA GIUBBA design stuff. The video(s) for this design should be in that list somewhere. Since it's all clown related, I just put all of that stuff there.
Send In The Clowns
Send In The Clowns
The Master Clowns (Clown History)
Warm Jesters Drawing
2025 12 19 12 12 44 Feel Spirit Touch Logic
YOU STILL HAVE TIME! Just TAKE your time, mind and resources... Yeah, sometimes my outlook isn't the best, and i can take all the positivity living is willing to give (even if it seems to only give a finger or two). I figured, why not let the work spread some positivity, and i thought to create something that could just let people walk around encouraging others?! Even on the days i feel like crap, even if i can't find it in myself, at least the shirt will say it for me, and when it lifts someone else up, and they thank me for it, then that will be the kickstart i needed to get back into the positive zone. T-shirts do that. It's one of the reasons I do t-shirts-- to say the things people can't, but want to, or need (to). So, if you're in the crap zone, here's one of the many shirts to help you stay positive, and to encourage others, even if you can't find a why or how to yourself.
THE MESSAGE is an easy one to get, and one that people need to be reminded of a lot of the time. YOU STILL HAVE TIME. Take your TIME, MIND, and RESOURCES. You don't have to make them. They're already there. Just take 'em back, and have them... and DON'T WASTE THEM NOW. If you did waste them... (read again).
When you get that reminder, sometimes it's frustrating because things aren't how you want them NOW, and patience seems like crap when others (some who don't do anywhere near as much as you do) are getting help, and support, and people care about them and what they do, and then others come tell you about it like its something new and all they did was your idea that the people telling you "look at that guy over there! WOW!" who you told about--- nevermind. You get it. YOU STILL HAVE TIME. Keep at it. All of that frustration and idiots take and disrupt the flow of energy. TAKE THE FLOW BACK. Time, Mind, and Resources is how things get done. You have to have all three, and you actually DO, ALL THE TIME, but living life distracts you. Don't freak out. Also, people tell you you have to MAKE your mind, or make time, or make resources (money)--- its already there. You just have to figure out how to TAKE them back. ALSO, there's a crowd for everyone. There are people waiting for, wanting, and needing what you have to offer. No one else will do it how you would do it, which is why life trusted you with the things you'll experience, and to be the one to create the experiences you'll create. Don't hold back. You still have time.
THE DESIGN was done in Photoshop. I have Photoshop 6, if you haven't read that yet. YES, they ARE on WAY MORE ADVANCED VERSIONS!!! I'm working with what i got, that works. The equipment is tricky over here, and with it comes more tricks from life and living. For instance, someone gave me a desktop computer-- all i had to do was transfer all of their data off of it and set it up for me to use. It took about 2 weeks to get the password to unlock it, and then a weekend to clear everything, save their info, try to put on the programs I'd need which wouldn't load, and when I got everything as usable as it would be, the computer stopped working. Whole weekend down the drain on that one. But I got their stuff done. SO, whatever positive vibes come my way, I'm all for it. When the computer decides to work, if i have to time to sit and work it, I'm going all in until i pass out and didn't know it... which happens a lot just waiting for the computer to work right, steadily.
I know there are a few videos in the playlist for this design. As of today (2.26.26) i probably still have videos of this design that need to get edited. Yay life. I still got time.
EXPLAINER VIDEOS (Merch, & Images)
EXPLAINER VIDEOS (Merch, & Images)
CRAZY TALKS #49: NO OTHER GODS BEFORE WHO? (02.05.26)
Crazy Talks #52: I HOPE THIS HELPS TOUR (hacked for social media - 02.05.26)
